I don't want to make this dreary, I just want to help myself recover & maybe someone else as well. That is completely and utterly the reason. I'm not old... Quite young actually and I've realised that even though a very unhealthy part of me does want to go down the path of Bulimia (Mia) and Anorexia (Ana) etc. Another half of me though, the part that is sick of feeling worthless. That is the part of me that wants to recover, the part of me that needs to beat the depression. I do need this is and I am prepared to for whatever may get in my way. I am prepared for the times i may want to give up and when those times come i will look back on this post and remember my determination. So here we go... Firstly, I want to overcome my bulimia.